It’s
the stuff of myth and legend. And it sums up how I often feel as a writer.
Say
what?
Okay,
comparing yourself as a writer to Leonidas leading three-hundred Spartans
against impossible odds may not seem like the best analogy to make. But some days,
that’s exactly how I feel as a writer: overwhelmed, under-resourced, and outgunned.
I
recently had the moderator of a panel I’m slated to be on at an upcoming conference
write in an email, “If you want your publicist to send me your book in advance,
my address is below.”
My
publicist?
Ha.
I don’t have a publicist. Or an agent. Or a large publishing house with a massive
advertising budget. I have a great publisher. But it's a mid-sized,
independent publisher. Not much money for extensive advertising. So, a lot of
marketing—and the expenses—fall to little old me. Oh, and I’m my own agent and
publicist, too.
But
the assumption seems to be that if your novel gets nominated for an award, you
have all those things: an agent, a large publishing house backing your play,
and a publicist. And that it’s no trouble or expense at all to send a “free”
book to a panel moderator.
Tsk.
Tsk. Tsk. You know what they say about assuming, right?
I’m
not complaining. I’m really not. To the contrary, I’m grateful. The reason I received the request for a copy of my novel is because it’s
been nominated for an award and the moderator wants to read it in preparation
for the panel introducing award nominees. As a matter of fact, my debut novel, Voices
of the Elysian Fields, has been nominated for three prestigious awards this
year: an Agatha (at Malice Domestic), an Anthony (at Bouchercon), and a
Macavity (through Mystery Readers International). The Agatha is history (I didn’t
win). The Anthony and Macavity are pending. (Keeping fingers crossed.)
Who
knows if I stand a chance of being chosen? It seems so unlikely, given the
realities of novels published by major publishing houses, books advertised to
the hilt, and thousands of readers “in the bag.”
No
agent, no deep-pockets publishing house, no publicist. And yet, here I am—nominated
along with “the big dogs.” I’m certain the Polymarket® would give my chances as being somewhere between “Surely You Jest,” and “A Snowball’s Chance.”
I’ve
come a long way since I started my writing journey. And I’ve accomplished more than
I ever expected. I’ve met so many new people—quite an accomplishment for a
deeply introverted person. I’ve made fans—something I never really thought
about having before I became a writer.
Then
there are the authors I’ve become friends with—many of whom have mentored me or
provided support in other ways. Just take a look at the blurbs in my two
novels, Voices of the Elysian Fields and Shadows of Frenchmen,
and I think you’ll get an idea of what I mean. With that kind of support—it's what got
me here—maybe there’s hope after all.
In
sum, it’s been one heck of a ride. And it’s only just begun. So, come what may,
I’ll continue to fight the good fight, write the very best stories I can, and “let
the good times roll.”
If
you have a problem with that, give my publicist a ring.
